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| Happy Thinking day to all the members of girl guiding around the world. | |
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Yeah mostly when I'm on the sos bus lol random drunk people. | |
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| kudos to the lovly people at premade layout for my new theme :D | |
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| I've just written this, please tell me what you think.She sat there, hand holding the test another on her stomach. Could this really be happening? What would he say? Would he really want this? She had no idea, over the past week all the signs had shown themselves, morning sickness, sore boobs, tiredness and now this to confirm it. She was pregnant. A warm glow came over her, slowly but surely the beginnings of a tiny person were coming together, yet their first meeting would have to wait a few months. ‘What would he or she look like?’ She mused silently, his eyes and my lips or his hair and my eyes either way he or she would be beautiful. But enough day dreaming she had to go and get dinner sorted ‘oh god, help!’ she muttered. At about 5.30 the unknowing father walked through the door, after a long kiss she asked how his day was and made light conversation to help ease the subject in, when she was ready she made her move. “You know I’ve been ill a bit recently hunny, well I know what it is now” she smiled slightly, he nodded and waited for her to continue. “Well I’m pregnant” she said looking straight into his eyes searching for a positive reaction. “Are you sure? I mean done a test and everything?” He asked slightly confused “but we’re careful right?” “Nothing is 100% effective darlin’ I’m going to get an appointment with the doctor tomorrow to confirm the test” she tried to reassure him as he released the breath he didn’t know he was holding. “I’m going to be a dad and you are going to be a mummy” she nodded grinning “Okay then, now come here I want to say hello to my new son” he added returning her smile. “He’s the size of a pin head anyway who said it would be a boy” she laughed as he started making baby noises to her stomach. He suddenlt stopped and looked at her drinking in every inch of her body. “You know what I never realised how sexy a pregnant woman looks, but you look beautiful.” Closing the gap again he kissed her on every bit of available skin, taking her hand he lead her to their bedroom. “Don’t you know this is how babies are made” she managed to say between kisses. “Really, I thought the stork brought them.” He replied and closed the door. | |
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Day is ended, dim my eyes,
but journey long before me lies.
Farewell, friends! I hear the call.
The ship's beside the stony wall.
Foam is white and waves are grey;
beyond the sunset leads my way.
Foam is salt, the wind is free;
I hear the rising of the Sea.
Farewell, friends! The sails are set,
the wind is east, the moorings fret.
Shadows long before me lie,
beneath the ever-bending sky,
but islands lie behind the Sun
that I shall raise ere all is done;
lands there are to west of West,
where night is quiet and sleep is rest.
Guided by the Lonely Star,
beyond the utmost harbour-bar,
I'll find the heavens fair and free,
and beaches of the Starlit Sea.
Ship, my ship! I seek the West,
and fields and mountains ever blest.
Farewell to Middle-earth at last.
I see the Star above my mast!
I would want this to be read out at my funneral, its hauntingly beautiful.
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I've just finished the bbc lord of the rings audio adaptation, I absolutly love it. It includes all my favourate bits of the story.
Like
Frodo moving to crickhollow before setting off on the journey,
The Dunidien comming south to find Aragorn in his hour of need just before the paths of the dead,
Sam's song at the dark tower after shelobs attack, I like to sing it to myself,
Eowyn and Faramir "I say to you that you are beautiful, in the hills and valleys there are flowers fair and bright, but neither flower nor maiden have I seen in Gondor, Eowyn Do you not love me?"
Gandalfs line at the grey havens "I will not say do not weep for not all tears are an evil" That line is close to me and lot of meaning.
If you havn't heard the 13 episodes then you're missing out on a true Tolkien gem, its a bit weird hearing Ian Holm playing Frodo though but I LOVE it.
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| All that problems I had with my (now) ex mate are over. I emailed her asking in a compleately non bitchy email asking if everything was ok, and I got an increadably bitchy and evil reply. I'm fed up and I'm going to move on, I took her off facebook and she's deleted me from myspace.
As with every ending I wish her well and hope she finds happiness, but I'm not going to get all emotional over it. - Mood:calm
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| Right I'm going to bitch and I don't care at all of she reads this.
I'm going to tell you about my friend, I met her in 2001 at a college course I joined, she was a really nice person and me my best friend and her bonded instantly. Now she's the sort of person I could go to about anything and she'd give me advice and visa versa, I trusted her. Now she's at uni doing forensics, now I understand that the work load is alot and money is scarce. Then again she's been to Tokyo, numourous concerts, shopping trips with uni friends, It just leads me to wonder what I've done wrong to make her turn her back on us, any means of contacting gets a cold shoulder, it really annoys me that I have not had a reason why all this is going on. I've sent messages on facebook as its the only way of knowing that she'll probably read them, I'm about ready to give up intirely and forget her. - Mood:tired
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I'd say anything down to earth, but Beatles and George Harrison mostly | |
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| I've been meaning to post for a while but its just getting round to it. The other week I told my superintendant that I was taking a year out from St John, to say he was shocked is an understatement, it wasn't an easy desision to make as I've been a member since I was 10 and its taken up a large chunk of my life.
I was taken to cadets by my mum back in 1994, I made fast friends with 2 other new people, Colin and Sarah. We were enrolled together and were put on all the courses together. The leaders tried everything to split the 3 of us up and failed. While I was a cadet I took park in loads of competions and won, my favouate was an improvistaion competion where you had to deal with a scene with what you had on you or what was on the scene; i.e. treating without a first aid kit. Colin, me and Sarah became best friends to me and I thought nothing could break that, when Colin died. It was a huge shock and I thought of leaving but stayed for him and his memory. A year later I moved up to the local adult division, by that time I just hated being a cadet and I wanted out.
The adults was very diffrent but I had alot more freedom. Luckly mum was a member, so making new friends wasn't too bad. The first few years was alot of fun, FAW; a larger range of duties, but I was still under cadet rules (not allowed to be out on duty after 9pm, must be chaparoned at all time etc). After a few years the people I new as a cadet had left and a whole new division was around me, it wasn't the same the new stupid rules, a list of courses to pass before you can go out on duty. It wasn't long before the back biting started and the chummy groups got really bitchy.
So thats mostly me and St John Ambulance, after a year I'll decide if I want to go back, it depends if it has changed or not. If its the latter, I've enjoyed having that part of my life. | |
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| Hi, I'm round my boyfriends at the moment, I'm so tired and cold and want to snuggle up.
I had a really nice day out today with mum and dad, its been ages since I spent the day with my parents :D
Looking at my last entry page it was just before the robin hood thing, well that was brillient. Such a cool weekend :D | |
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| I'm soo bored, I've packed both my suitcase and rucksack for the weekend, sorted out my knicker draw and thrown out aload of socks (mostly odd ones as I never pair up my socks lol)
It feels like a friday, its that lazy kinda thing before the weekend?! Random I know. - Mood:bored
- Music:fix you - coldplay
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| shit shit shit. I am so screwed. I've been paying out for so much for this convention and I've got nothing for the weekend, I need my bf share of the coach that was £40. Its driving me insane :S - Mood:pissed off
 - Music:Few good men dvd
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| Ok sorry Will if you ever read this.
I have a big problem with men calling women birds. Does it look like I have feathers?? I didn't last time I looked. We Do have names or called us women girlfriends or even other half's, But hugs to Will who corrected him for calling me his bird :D - Mood:annoyed
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| I need to rant. I've not long come back from a night out with my mates, and we are 'suposed' to be going to a robin hood convention in september right. Well 2 of 'em have pulled out, ok Jen does have a good exscuse as she'll only be 2 weeks into her uni course, but sarah won't get the time off work, anyone can get the time of work for a few days, right? I'm just waiting for the 2 blokes who are comming with me to get back with a final yes they are definatly comming. Either way I know my boyfriend Will isn't goin to be happy that I'll be going up to nottingham and with 2 blokes he won't like it I know.
Either way I'll be going even if I have to beg, borrow and steal to get there I will be going. End of story. | |
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| I went out today on my first date with my new boyfriend, it was great. I had so much fun, we sat at hadleigh castle and talked for hours, then went to a cafe and stayed till they closed. I could stare into his eyes for hours, he really makes me laugh. What gets me is that I'm not nervous around him, usualy when I'm around men I get really nervous and go really shy, around him I'm me. Its so weird, but I really care about him :D - Mood:loved
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| Yay!! I've booked the rooms at the hotel for the RH convention, it works out to £59 per person for 3 nights, which is only £5 more than the room rate. I've got my dress picked out, its a kinda Eowyn type dress, My dress plus its simple enough to wear for other occations. For anyone that may read this, I requre some help from you. I'm doing a charity sponcered walk on 7/7/07 and you can choose your own chariter to walk for. I'm having trouble trying to decide who to do it for, I mean only 2 people in my family have had cancer, most have either had a stroke or heart problems. The RSPCA is anouther that has come up alot just from asking people, but I don't want to pick a charity that is very well known as they get alot of support anyway. I've been working at the charity shop alot recently, its going really well over there. Talking of work, my manager was a total bastard on thursday. I ID'd a girl who didn't have ID on her, she inturn had a go at me and called her manager. I called for my duty manager and the store manager and the big boss man came over first; mumbled something like 'no don't sell' then buggered off and left ME to deel with her and her superviser when she came in. To say the door looked very inviting was an understatement. Anywhoo... - Mood:tired
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| I went to see my nan today, she' slowing down alot. Its worrying to think that give it a year and she might not be there, I didn't think she'd get to see last christmas.
In the car on the way home we have to pass the back of heathrow airport. I had this overwhelming urge to go there and fly back to new zealand again, its commung up for a year that i left to go on my months holiday. To say I miss it is an understatement, even if it was a few days in wellington or christchurch i'd go. | |
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| Hi, happy new year and all that jazz, I'm ok nothing much going on here. I'm still penguin mad, i have now 5 penguins in my collection. They are Andy, Neil, Scott and pengie :D
My new obsession is Robin Hood, I have been watching the show and I love it. Jonas Armstrong and Harry Lloyd, Robin and Will they are so cute. I love that its a modern take on the story, its still set in 1194 but without the 'thees thous and arts'. I'm joing to Nottingham in september for a robin hood convention organised by robinhood2006. I can't wait hehe.
Top Gear's back soon YAY, I'm a bit aprehensive about seeing the crash footage tho. I'm not sure how how they will show it but i hope that its done right.
I've got to start training for a sponcered walk, 13 miles around my home town in july starting at 8pm. Its called the moonlight colourthon you dress up in bright clohes, you can pick your own charity; I'm walking for Take Heart, a charity my dad works for.
Anyway i'll talk again when i can be bothered to update lol - Mood:peaceful
- Music:MITIM movie
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| I know I don't use this as much as I should but here goes. I'm going to the southend Spurs game next wednesday, I can't wait, its gonna be great, i'm in the home stand as I do support the better team. It'll be my second game at white hart lane ever, I really want to get my program signed by Robbie Keane and Freddie Eastwood, just to say I've met them both. Robbie is dreamboat   Its been 9 months since I left for NZ, I can't believe it, it feels like i've not been away. Thats how unreal it feels. This time last year I had my tickets and was starting to get nervous and jittery. I've never really liked take that before but the new album is brillient, go download it or buy it, you'll love it. - Mood:headache
- Music:what you believe in - Take That
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