Its my time
I have started to grow again
I refuse to be a lapdog
I am not to be used or ignored
I have my friends and my family
I don’t know where I’m going
To be honest, I don’t care
Coming out of a month of uncertainty
Time feels like it is now moving again
I can feel myself release the old life
Saying goodbye to that part of myself
I like this feeling of peace
The tears have stopped
Loneliness is still there but I think it always will
Feeling free in myself
Something I wouldn’t trade with anyone
My life has begun again
I don’t want to feel again
I’m tired of love
It hurts to be lonely
I don’t ask a lot
Just someone to love
Someone to care for me
What am I saying?
No one wants me.
I’m just the friend everyone likes
Loves something I’ve experienced
But never recaptured.
I feel so alone
As though no ones with me
It’s such a harsh word to hear
To feel like this hurts
To feel like I am the only person in the world
A heart growing cold
Eyes loosing their sparkle
Thoughts and feeling fading to oblivion
You becoming no more
I am so confused. I have split up with my boyfriend and he's now in the anger mode, which in terms of getting on with life its a good thing, but now he's being a complete arse asking for everything he's ever given me during the 3 years we've been together. People I have asked have all said that i should only give back the items that actually belong to him and keep the rest, and that i have done. He's called me every name under the sun even on the idea that I'm having an affair with an ex boyfriend, which yes I am talking to my ex but thats just it, I haven't seen the bloke in 4 years! Saying that I do still have feelings for him, I don't think they ever went away. He's always been someone I can trust, I don't want to loose him from my life.
I want to forget I want to feel i want to be me.
WHO SAID FOOTBALLERS ARE NOT INTELLIGENT
My parents have always been there for me ever since I was about 7. "
"I would not be bothered if we lost every game as long as we won the
"Alex Ferguson is the best manager I've ever had at this level. Well
he's the only manager I've actually had at this level. But he's the
best manager I've ever had."
"If you don't believe you can win there is no point in getting out of
bed at the end of the day."
"I've had 14 bookings this season 8 of which were my fault but 7 of
which were disputable."
"I've never wanted to leave. I'm here for the rest of my life and
hopefully after that as well."
"I'd like to play for an Italian club like Barcelona "
"You've got to believe that you're going to win and I believe we'll
win the World Cup until the final whistle blows and we're knocked
"I faxed a transfer request to the club at the beginning of the week
but let me state that I don't want to leave Leicester "
"I was watching the Blackburn game on TV on Sunday when it flashed on
the screen that George (Ndah) had scored in the first minute
at Birmingham . My first reaction was to ring him up. Then I remembered
he was out there playing."
"Without being too harsh on David Beckham he cost us the match."
"I'm as happy as I can be - but I have been happier."
" Leeds is a great club and it's been my home for years even though I
live in Middlesborough."
"I can see the carrot at the end of the tunnel."
"I took a whack on my left ankle but something told me it was my
"I couldn't settle in Italy - it was like living in a foreign
" Germany are a very difficult team to play...they had 11
internationals out there today."
"I always used to put my right boot on first and then obviously my
"I definitely want Brooklyn to be christened but I don't know into
what religion yet."
"The Brazilians were South American and the Ukrainians will be more
"All that remains is for a few dots and commas to be crossed."
"One accusation you can't throw at me is that I've always done my
"I'd rather play in front of a full house than an empty crowd."
"Sometimes in football you have to score goals."
Happy Thinking day to all the members of girl guiding around the world.